Wisteria
The first purple wisteria
I recall from boyhood hung
On a wire outside the windows
Of the breakfast room next door
At the home of Steve Pisaris.
I loved his tall, skinny daughter,
Or so I thought, and I would wait
Beside the back door, prostrate,
Begging to be taken in. Perhaps
It was only the flowers of spring
With their sickening perfumes
That had infected me. When Steve
And Sophie and the three children
Packed up and made the move west,
I went on spring after spring,
Leaden with desire, half-asleep,
Praying to die. Now I know
Those prayers were answered.
That boy died, the brick houses
Deepened and darkened with rain,
Age, use, and finally closed
Their eyes and dreamed the sleep
Of California. I learned this
Only today. Wakened early
In an empty house not lately
Battered by storms, I looked
For nothing. On the surface
Of the rain barrel, the paled,
Shredded blossoms floated.
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