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Visitation
When I heard he had entered the harbor,
And circled the wharf for days,
I expected the worst: shallow water,
Confusion, some accident to bring
The young humpback to grief.
Don’t they depend on a compass
Lodged in the salt-flooded folds
Of the brain, some delicate
Musical mechanism to navigate
Their true course? How many ways,
In our century’s late iron hours,
Might we have led him to disaster?
That, in those days, was how
I’d come to see the world:
Dark upon dark, any sense
Of spirit an embattled flame
Sparked against wind-driven rain
Till pain snuffed it out. I thought,
This is what experience gives us,
And I moved carefully through my life
While I waited. . . Enough,
It wasn’t that way at all. The whale
-exuberant, proud maybe, playful,
Like the early music of Beethoven-
Cruised the footings for smelts
Clustered
In mercury flocks. He
(do I have the gender right?)
Would negotiate the rusty hulls
Of the Portuguese fishing boats
-Holy Infant, Little Marie-
With what could only be read
As pleasure, coming close
Then diving, trailing on the surface
Big spreading circles
Until he’d breach, thrilling us
With the release of pressured breath,
And the bulk of his sleek young head
-a wet black leather sofa
Already barnacled with ghostly lice-
And his elegant and unlikely mouth,
And the marvelous afterthought of the flukes,
And the way his broad flippers
Resembled a pair of clownish gloves
Or puppet hands, looming greenish white
Beneath the bay’s clouded sheen.
When he had consumed his pleasure
Of the shimmering swarm, his pleasure, perhaps,
In his own
admired performance,He swam out the harbor mouth,
Into the Atlantic. And though grief
Has seemed to me itself a dim,
Salt suspension in which I’ve moved,
Blind thing, day by day,
Through the wreckage, barely aware
Of what I stumbled toward, even I
Couldn’t help but look
At the way this immense figure
Graces the dark medium,
And shines so: heaviness
Which is no burden to itself.
What did you think, that joy
Was some slight thing?
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