To The Dead
What I hope (when I hope) is that we’ll
See each other again,
. . . and again reach the VEIN
In which we loved each other. .
It existed. It existed.
There is a NIGHT within the NIGHT,
. . . for, like the detectives (the Ritz Brothers)
In The Gorilla,
Once we’d been battered by the gorilla
We searched the walls, the intricately carved
Impenetrable paneling
For a button, lever, latch
That unlocks a secret door that
Reveals at last the secret chambers,
CORRIDORS within WALLS,
(the disenthralling, necessary, dreamed structure
Beneath the structure we see,)
That is the HOUSE within the HOUSE. . .
There is a NIGHT within the NIGHT,
. . . there were (for example) months when I seemed only
To displease, frustrate,
Disappoint you ; then, something triggered
A drunk lasting for days, and as you
Slowly and shakily sobered up,
Sick, throbbing with remorse and self-loathing,
Insight like ashes: clung
To; useless; hated. . .
This was the viewing of the power of the waters
While the waters were asleep:
Secrets, histories of loves, betrayals, double-binds
Not fit (you thought) for the light of day. . .
There is a NIGHT within the NIGHT,
. . . for, there at times at night, still we
Inhabit the secret place together. . .
Is this wisdom, or self-pity?
The love I’ve known is the love of
Two people staring
Not at each other, but in the same direction.
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