Home ⇒ 📌Charles Bukowski ⇒ 40,000
40,000
at the track today,
Father’s Day,
Each paid admission was
Entitled to a wallet
And each contained a
Little surprise.
Most of the men seemed
Between 30 and 55,
Going to fat,
Many of them in walking
Shorts,
They had gone stale in
Life,
Flattened out….
In fact, damn it, they
Aren’t even worth writing
About!
Why am I doing
This?
These don’t even
Deserve a death bed,
These little walking
Whales,
Only there are so
Many of
Them,
In the urinals,
In the food lines,
They have managed to
Survive
In a most limited
Sense
But when you see
So many of them
Like that,
There and not there,
Breathing, farting,
Commenting,
Waiting for a thunder
That will not arrive,
Waiting for the charging
White horse of
Glory,
Waiting for
Female that is not
There,
Waiting to WIN,
Waiting for the great
Dream to
Engulf them
But they do nothing,
They clomp in their
Sandals,
Gnaw at hot dogs
Dog style,
Gulping at the
Meat,
They complain about
Losing,
Blame the jocks,
Drink green
Beer,
The parking lot is
Jammed with their
Unpaid for
Cars,
The jocks mount
Again for another
Race,
The men press
Toward the betting
Windows
Mesmerized,
Fathers and non-fathers
Monday is waiting
For them,
This is the last
Big lark.
And the horses are
Totally
Beautiful.
It is shocking how
Beautiful they
Are
At that time,
At that place,
Their life shines
Through;
Miracles happen,
Even in
Hell.
I decide to stay for
One more
Race.
From Transit magazine, 1994
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