The Sightless Man
Out of the night a crash,
A roar, a rampart of light;
A flame that leaped like a lash,
Searing forever my sight;
Out of the night a flash,
Then, oh, forever the Night!
Here in the dark I sit,
I who so loved the sun;
Supple and strong and fit,
In the dark till my days be done;
Aye, that’s the hell of it,
Stalwart and twenty-one.
Marie is stanch and true,
Willing to be my wife;
Swears she has eyes for two. . .
Aye, but it’s long, is Life.
What is a lad to do
With his heart and his brain at strife?
There now, my pipe is out;
No one to give me a light;
I grope and I grope about.
Well, it is nearly night;
Sleep may resolve my doubt,
Help me to reason right. . . .
(He sleeps and dreams.)
I heard them whispering there by the bed. . .
Oh, but the ears of the blind are quick!
Every treacherous word they said
Was
Then lip met lip and they looked at me,
Sitting bent by the fallen fire,
And they laughed to think that I couldn’t see;
But I felt the flame of their hot desire.
He’s helping Marie to work the farm,
A dashing, upstanding chap, they say;
And look at me with my flabby arm,
And the fat of sloth, and my face of clay
Look at me as I sit and sit,
By the side of a fire that’s seldom lit,
Sagging and weary the livelong day,
When every one else is out on the field,
Sowing the seed for a golden yield,
Or tossing around the new-mown hay. . . .
Oh, the shimmering wheat that frets the sky,
Gold of plenty and blue of hope,
I’m seeing it all with an inner eye
As out of the door I grope and grope.
And I hear my wife and her lover there,
Whispering,
Mocking me and my sightless stare,
As I fumble and stumble everywhere,
Slapping and tapping with my stick;
Old and weary at thirty-one,
Heartsick, wishing it all was done.
Oh, I’ll tap my way around to the byre,
And I’ll hear the cows as they chew their hay;
There at least there is none to tire,
There at least I am not in the way.
And they’ll look at me with their velvet eyes
And I’ll stroke their flanks with my woman’s hand,
And they’ll answer to me with soft replies,
And somehow I fancy they’ll understand.
And the horses too, they know me well;
I’m sure that they pity my wretched lot,
And the big fat ram with the jingling bell. . .
Oh, the beasts are the only friends I’ve got.
And my old dog, too, he loves me more,
I think, than ever he did before.
Thank God for the beasts that are all so kind,
That know and pity the helpless blind!
Ha! they’re coming, the loving pair.
My hand’s a-shake as my pipe I fill.
What if I steal on them unaware
With a reaping-hook, to kill, to kill? . . .
I’ll do it. . . they’re there in the mow of hay,
I hear them saying: “He’s out of the way!”
Hark! how they’re kissing and whispering. . . .
Closer I creep. . . I crouch. . . I spring. . . .
(He wakes.)
Ugh! What a horrible dream I’ve had!
And it isn’t real. . . I’m glad, I’m glad!
Marie is good and Marie is true. . .
But now I know what it’s best to do.
I’ll sell the farm and I’ll seek my kind,
I’ll live apart with my fellow-blind,
And we’ll eat and drink, and we’ll laugh and joke,
And we’ll talk of our battles, and smoke and smoke;
And brushes of bristle we’ll make for sale,
While one of us reads a book of Braille.
And there will be music and dancing too,
And we’ll seek to fashion our life anew;
And we’ll walk the highways hand in hand,
The Brotherhood of the Sightless Band;
Till the years at last shall bring respite
And our night is lost in the Greater Night.
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