Metro North
Over the terminal,
the arms and chest
of the god
Brightened by snow.
Formerly mercury,
formerly silver,
Surface yellowed
by atmospheric sulphurs
acid exhalations,
And now the shining
thing’s descendant.
Obscure passages,
Dim apertures:
these clouded windows
show a few faces
Or some empty car’s
filmstrip of lit flames
remember them
From school,
how they were supposed
to teach us something?
Waxy light hurrying
inches away from the phantom
smudge of us, vague
In spattered glass. Then
daylight’s soft charcoal
lusters stone walls
And we ascend to what
passes for brightness,
this February,
Scumbled sky
above graduated zones
of decline:
Dead rowhouses,
charred windows’
wet frames
Around empty space,
a few chipboard polemics
nailed
Speeches too long
and obsessive for anyone
on this train to read,
Sealing the hollowed interiors
some of them grand once,
you can tell by
The fillips of decoration,
stone leaves, the frieze
of sunflowers.
Desolate fields open spaces,
in a city where you
can hardly turn around!
Seem to center
on little flames,
something always burning
In a barrel or can
As if to represent
inextinguishable,
Dogged persistence?
Though whether what burns
is will or rage or
Harsh amalgam
I couldn’t say.
But I can tell you this,
What I’ve seen that
won my allegiance most,
though it was also
The hallmark of our ruin,
and quick as anything
seen in transit:
Where Manhattan ends
in the narrowing
geographical equivalent
Of a sigh (asphalt,
arc of trestle, dull-witted
industrial tanks
And scaffoldings, ancient now,
visited by no one)
on the concrete
Embankment just
above the river,
a sudden density
And concentration
of trash, so much
I couldn’t pick out
Any one thing
from our rising track
as it arced onto the bridge
Over the fantastic
accumulation of jetsam
and contraband
Strewn
underthe uncompromising
vault of heaven.
An unbelievable mess,
so heaped and scattered
it seemed the core
Of chaos itself
but no, the junk was arranged
in rough aisles,
Someone’s intimate
clutter and collection,
no walls but still
A kind of apartment
and a fire ribboned out
of a ruined stove,
And white plates
were laid out
on the table beside it.
White china! Something
was moving, and
you understand
It takes longer to tell this
than to see it, only
a train window’s worth
Of actuality
I knew what moved
was an arm,
The arm of the (man
or woman?) in the center
of that hapless welter
In layer upon layer
of coats blankets scarves
until the form
Constituted one more
gray unreadable;
whoever
Was lifting a hammer,
and bringing it down
again, tapping at
What work
I couldn’t say;
whoever, under
The great exhausted dome
of winter light,
which the steep
And steel surfaces of the city
made both more soft
and more severe,
Was making something,
or repairing,
was in the act
(sheer stubborn nerve of it)
of putting together.
Who knows what.
(And there was more,
more I’d take all spring
to see. I’d pick my seat
And set my paper down
to study him again
he, yes, some days not
At home though usually
in, huddled
by the smoldering,
And when my eye wandered
five-second increments
of apprehension I saw
He had a dog!
Who lay half in
half out his doghouse
In the rain, golden head
resting on splayed paws.
He had a ruined car,
And heaps of clothes,
and things to read
was no emblem,
In other words,
but a citizen,
who’d built a citizen’s
Household, even
on the literal edge,
while I watched
From my quick,
high place, hurtling
over his encampment
By the waters of Babylon.)
Then we were gone,
in the heat and draft
Of our silver, rattling
over the river
into the South Bronx,
Against whose greasy
skyline rose that neoned
billboard for cigarettes
Which hostages
my attention, always,
as it is meant to do,
Its motto ruby
in the dark morning:
ALIVE WITH PLEASURE.
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