Without Looking
Either at my friend’s daughter’s
Sixteen-year-old body dumped
On the morgue slab, T-shirt
Stuck fast to one ripped
Breast I identified quick, and then
Got out of there
Or at the old gentleman
With tubes in the living room, spittle
Stained in his wispy
Beard, out of
The corner of my eye I hardly
Notice it, how
Could I, drink in hand
At five-thirty, at the least
Sign of pain one of us always itches
To turn away, another turns
Over in sleep, groans
O, we who are so lucky
Just to be able to
Ignore, go back
Quick, to our books, to
Have books, even, how
Difficult it is to look
Hard and head
On has not been said
Often enough, if prayer
Is an act of attention
Even to dropped stitches, blood
Dangling beneath the lines, the
Poem? I said,
What prepares us for what
Will never save us?
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