WALKING WITH ANGELS
for Lindsay
AIDS
Knows the condom wrapped penetration
Of strangers and lovers, deep inside
Only a tear away from risk
Knows bare minimum t-cell level counts,
Replacing intoxicating cocktails
With jagged little pills
Knows how to avoid a cure thanks to war
How to keep pharmaceutical corporations
And doctors in business
AIDS
Knows the weight loss desired
By supermodels,
Knows the fearless meaning of a friends genuine kiss or hug
Converts non-believers to religion
And spirituality
Comprehends loneliness
Values the support of luminaries
Smiles at the solidarity
Of single red ribbons
Knows to dim the lights
To elude detection
How to shame someone into hiding
From the rest of the world
To be grateful for the gift of clothing
And shelter,
To remain silent, holding back the anger and frustration
AIDS
Knows
Is limited for all of us
That using lemons to make lemonade is better than drinking the Kool-Aid
But no matter how much you drink
You are always left dehydrated
Knows working extensive hours
To pay hospital bills,
The choice of survival
Or taking pleasure in what is left of life
Knows the solid white walls
You want to crash through
And tear down
The thoughts of suicide
In the back of your head
AIDS
Knows the prosperous could be doing more with their wealth
And that everyone still thinks it is a deserving fate – for gays,
Drug addicts, prostitutes,
And the unfortunate children of such
Born into a merciless world of posh handbags and designer jewelry
Knows how to be used as another percentage to profit politicians
Knows it doesn’t only affect humans
But animals too, without bias
-providing fodder for art and something to be left behind
If there is a God
He has disregarded our prayers
Left his angels behind to journey along with us
-none of us knowing exactly
Where we are headed
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